i've been missing a lot of things. things from where i was a long time ago and things from what is to come. yes, at the risk of sounding pretentious i would like to invoke with this silly thought all that i don't have anymore and many of those that i know i might have sometime.
and i really miss kingkarloz and kellebelle sometimes.
oh and i have to leave here in 3 weeks and i haven't done even an atom's worth of the things i told myself i should do when i was "many miles" away.
and while we're at such abstractions, why do some days feel like they have to be all four seasons in one day? and yesterday was a very bizarre combination and oh boy did it swing between highs and lows.