it's taken a really crappy film to get over her. but i think i'm over. after years of dedicated love, affection and anguish its over and it doesn't feel a wee bit sad. goodbye ryder gurl. maybe there was nothing there after all.
i have been enjoying deciding that i actually don't like many of the things i thought i loved. i don't enjoy riding on some crazy roads as often anymore.
actually that's worked metaphorically too. and how.